My schedule is all laid out. I have workbooks. I have crayons. I have a cleaning schedule posted(which doesn't seem to be working at all). I have a meal plan(that I'm not using). I have ideas through the roof. But it seems like a week of super early(before 6am) mornings and late nights have sucked all the energy out of me. And my motivation drops with every new mess that isn't cleaned, and every workpage not filled out. Finding an effect way to deal with temper tantrums takes up a lot of time, and most of those dont work either. And so this week has been a little lax, and I suspect I will never have a "clean" house although I assume that if I stop trying the result would be disasterous.:)
But God is good, I have been getting some quiet time in almost every mornings, and I am at peace knowing that this is just the phase my life is in. My kids are more important, and life will come together in it's own way, in God's timing. In the meanwhile, I guess we will start preschool NEXT week.:) Wish us luck!
